Sleep Improves

Sleep was pretty good last night. No dreams come to mind and it was generally restful. I had more to eat yesterday than most days with three light meals instead of just two. But I woke up a mess again. The brain barely registered an awake state and it was already off racing over what needs doing.

There's not a lot I can accomplish, it feels, although I could sort the house which is a monumentally gargantuan undertaking. There's a part of me which is a bit paranoid about wanting more income at hand but I don't know if I can take another round of ebay just yet. I need to have a decent breakfast. I have had some Batman fruit snack things we'd gotten for the nephew when he came over but that was so rare we ended up with things just sitting around. *sigh*

I was thinking how much I'd have liked to known about this situation one year ago, the house could've been sorted out and virtually market ready. Finances would've been on firmer footing. Of course such thinking is helpless. I'm here today, in this moment and this circumstance. I hate filling out the claim forms because there's no way you can know some of what they ask so you have to call customer service. Fortunately the one I was working on had customer service that was *gasp* helpful. You may discover sometimes they can't give you information or sometimes they want stupid information. Or they'll claim to have included an envelope and didn't. One form wanted to know the date Mother last worked. Uh... sure. She hadn't worked outside the home in over 30 years, but I'll ask her for the date she last held a job the next chance I get. Duh! Oh and yes friends, another newspaper was in the drive today. I called and registered a complaint.

I just need to muddle through. It might be ugly but so what, right? There are no points off for neatness and form.

Kitty got up to eat. I think I'll grab something too. I am actually hungry.