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It is Saturday. I woke off and on through the night.  I went to sleep around 3am in case Brother would show.  

There was door bell ringing around 9am.  I ignored.  Kitty looked at me and decided to ignore too.  Later I asked neighbor about it, he said it was carpet cleaner salesman. 

I decided to get up in case Brother came but as hours ran on, I knew he wasn't going to.  I started to get self-annoyed because I could have slept!  

I watered lawn with sprinkler to get soaking.  Did same for flower boxes at street.  

They are not thriving except in one small part!  I switched to easy growing candy apple ice plant because the flower seed did not grown.  Now ice plant is not working well either! That was $35 wasted plus water use. :/  

It isn't as if the ground should be bad because I did fertilize and water and turn!  Crazy.  I would tell Brother to take out about 1 ft deep and buy top soil.  It has annoyed because other plants and grasses are ok but most visible stuff is not! 

Am falling into sullen mood, pining for death (like duckie!). I have barely eaten so I will do food in a moment, it will help mood.  

Neighbor's grandson was at friend's house last evening and was dropped off while I was watering.  It is good that he still visits. Maybe I will listen to lame pre-recording radio show. Bah.